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The Girl from Chhukha
22 / 08 / 2013
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She remembered the days that followed, at the Doms’, with painful clarity. Jabbar had shoved a wad of rupees into the hands of the lowest-of-the-low family, whose daily bread consisted of dirt and sewage, and had ordered them to keep her hidden away, out of sight. The revolting stench that had wafted through the house, clinging to their clothes, the blankets they had piled on top of her, the kitchen reeking of filth – Tamanna couldn’t remember eating a bite of food in the week she had spent there.
The bus rolled on and on, buildings appearing more frequently now in between the fields and pastures, and traffic began to accumulate. Katihar was the only town with railway access for hundreds of miles, and many of the trucks were headed for the big cargo depot below the train station. Tamanna clutched her purse in her lap and swallowed drily, wishing she had a little water or piece of candy to suck on. She wouldn’t, couldn’t bear to follow little Hasina further along these roads, but this unstoppable journey of memory surged forward.
New hasty escapes, new hiding places, new aunts and uncles to house her ‘for a little while.’ On her dark inner voyage Tamanna stopped for a moment at a place filled with sunshine: at Mister’s house, that was what she had called him. A tall, nearly bald man with kind eyes and a hand that stroked her hair quickly when no one was watching. Tamanna recalled listening to the voices of Mister and his wife coursing through the kitchen as he tried to find a way to get her home – she was sure of it, Mister was trying to get her home to Amma. ‘A mistake!’ She could still hear his voice, deep, insistent. ‘The girl was a bad investment in the first place, her family will never stop looking for her. We should let her go – she’ll never be of any use to Jabbar Aslam!’ Tamanna had sat on the floor rinsing beans in a metal bowl, she remembered how she had forced her fingers to keep working: snap-pling, snap-pling, without stopping, even when the wife had hissed back furiously, ‘Are you crazy? They are paying us good money to keep her! If they don’t find her here when they come for her, Jabbar will kill us.’
The bus jerked over to the right to avoid hitting a man pulling a wooden cart. Had she invented it in the rosy haze of hindsight, or had they really formed an alliance, Mister and her? Had she dreamed up the stories he told, the plans the two of them made for getting her safely home? The dreams that turned out to be just that, on the day Jabbar was back on their doorstep with a message for the couple whom he had paid handsomely to hide his precious investment. ‘Mother is sick, I have to take the girl to go see her at once!’
She still didn’t know whether Mumtaz Begum really was ill that day, nor did she remember how she had avoided being shoved into the car – was it Mister who had sent her out the door with a whispered command to go hide, just before Jabbar’s entourage arrived? Was it a secret glance between them that told her: ‘Hurry, go, run off into the woods?’ At least she didn’t have to hear Jabbar’s rage when he found out she was missing, or witness the subsequent retribution. Only much later had she found out that Mister had been beaten black and blue when his wife sobbingly revealed her husband’s soft spot for the girl from Chhukha. How, pleading forgiveness for Mister’s foolish sentimentality, she had promised that the girl would not be left out of her sight for a minute, day or night. Tamanna swayed with her eyes closed, the old fear shooting up inside her as her thoughts jumped to the moment a few weeks later when Jabbar stood in the doorway yet again, the familiar cold gaze down on her, the hand that never, ever released its iron grip on her arm. As always, he took her, snatched her up, shuttled her farther and farther from home.
Two years, three years, four years, running from place to place. Much later, Tamanna learned that the people looking for her had sometimes been only a day or an hour behind them, but Jabbar Aslam had always stayed one step ahead, month after month, year after year. Hasina, ‘the beautiful one’, had grown paler and paler and disappeared entirely. Tamanna had taken her place, speaking Hindi and, in spite of herself, had grown into the pretty young girl he had invested in. The fruit had finally become ripe for harvest.
Had she always known what was in store? Dhanda, the flesh trade, prostitution – Tamanna had never once said the word out loud to herself. She had accepted even the myth of the money tree wholesale; had sat wide-eyed and absorbed the words dripping like honey from the lips of the woman in front of her. ‘Do you know what we’ll do in Katihar, Tamanna? We’ll plant a money tree. A golden money tree that bears fruit all year round. We’ll water it and prune it; we’ll look after it and make sure it thrives every day. A money tree that grows gold, Tamanna. Don’t you want a share of that?’
The woman who had come with Jabbar to pick her up had glittering threads woven into her dupatta, and full, shimmering lips. Her henna-dyed fingertips were soft, with no cracks or calluses, and the strappy sandals on her feet were adorned with sparkly rhinestones. She had stretched out her hand: ‘A money tree, Tamanna. In Katihar.’
A money tree, who wouldn’t want to help harvest that? How could she have known that she was to be both the tree and the gardener?
But with one eye we always see what lies in shadow, with one ear we always hear the silent words that fall between sentences. So when Tamanna stood facing Mumtaz Begum’s quivering jowls once more, hearing the money tree explained to her in no uncertain terms, her emotion was one of dreaded recognition, not shock and surprise. ‘We are Nats. Our daughters all take passengers. That’s what you’ll be doing now too.’
The answer she would keep repeating to herself, year after year, found its voice: ‘Never! I’ll never do it!’
First, they had simply locked her in; then the beatings had started. Was there anything in the house that hadn’t been used to hit her? Poles and canes, shoes and tools and chairs, belts and electric cables – once Jabbar’s brother had beaten her so long and hard with a screwdriver that she stumbled and fell into a wall, knocking her shoulder out of its socket. Later, a tray of food had been shoved into the room where she had sat locked up, all alone. Tamanna remembered sitting on the floor and refusing to eat with her left hand, the dirty one – the right one hung forward at a grotesque angle, dangling limp and useless from the dislocated joint; she couldn’t lift it. In tears, she had lain down on her stomach and tried to slurp the food from her plate without using her left hand. She had been beaten black and blue, but she wouldn’t be dirty.
Rumours of Mumtaz Begum’s new girl had spread quickly in Katihar, and the passengers had come, their pockets bulging with money. An auction offering up the right to tear a hymen apart. Time after time, they had come to fetch her from the girls’ room on the second floor, had paraded her around in heavy makeup and dangling earrings. Tamanna could still hear Mumtaz Begum wheezing as she shoved her towards the crowd. ‘Smile now! No one likes a sad-faced girl!’
She had never got to know her final sale price, what the highest bid had been for the body of a 12-year-old. Tamanna squeezed her eyes shut and clenched her fists, pressing them down into the yellow bus seat. Didn’t want to remember, couldn’t ever forget the night they let the victorious bidder into the room with her, the door slamming shut behind him. She had screamed, a loud, sharp scream, like an animal warning its enemy not to come any closer. He had tried to approach her with words at first, with assurances and persuasions. She had responded with noises, sounds of rejection, hatred, and fear. He had finally got tired of it and had pressed her into a corner, grabbing at her forcefully, roaring at her to shut up. Tamanna had grown four arms, eight, twelve, had hit back as hard as she could with all of them, screaming and kicking, her knee in his groin, biting, digging sharp fingernails into his hands with a piercing, unbroken wail.
It had been the passenger who was left with his back against the wall and a sheepish, embarrassed look on his face when Mumtaz Begum unlocked the door. Tamanna had thrown herself at the old woman and burst out into the hall before the madam had even stepped into the room, pounding her fists against another door until somebody had let her in. She needed water, needed to wash herself, right away! There were traces of his skin under her fingernails.
Anne Christine Ostby was born on November 3, 1958, in the small town of Steinkjer, Norway. After receiving her BA, she worked as a journalist in various newspapers and magazines including Norway’s second largest national paper Aftenposten.
Since the publication of her first novel in 1999, Ostby’s awards for her nine published books include four stipends from the Association of Norwegian Writers for Children and Young Adults, and a fellowship and one month’s residency at Can Serrat’s Artists’ Residence Center in Barcelona, Spain. She has toured across Norway, giving readings at schools and various institutions to promote her novels for young adults.
Since 1990, Ostby has traveled continuously due to her husband’s employment with the United Nations, living in Denmark, Malaysia, Pakistan/Afghanistan, Kazakhstan, the United States, and Iran. She currently resides in Suva, Fiji, with her husband and the youngest of her three daughters.